I am happy for her. but I also will have to look for a roommate because living alone alone feels... scary?

i know we didn't agree on many things but it STILL was company and someone who'd be here to talk to and cook for

it just feels so lonely all of a sudden? And i know she's still here but i dread living TOTALLY in the middle of nowhere complerrely on my own

i was about to go sleep and i am so tense now ahah