weird, I had a rant and it kept deleting it

we are moving my mother into assisted living today. she is fighting every step of the way, not like. I don't want to leave my home but being wishy-washy and wanting to take everything

like I seriously had to ask her why in God's green earth would you need a step ladder, there are maintenance people there!

this is going to be a long day

I may need to rent off and on, especially after we found out she took out an insurance policy 3 months ago on appliances and the house could not be sold until the account was settled

that was a fun run around

and she is way too quick to give out personal info on the phone. One time I called her on it and she said she was an excellent judge of character. she thinks she's talking to some jazz musician from the '70s on Facebook. like, come on!!!

okay upside she is too tired to be running around and I have been secretly throwing things away for the past 30 minutes. she will literally never notice

not sure why she had four brooms/dustpans but whatever. You ever see one of those hoarder shows where the hoarder suddenly says you are throw it all out. I don't care and the guy says this won't solve the problem because you'll just grab more shit later. I think we're at that stage

I'm using my car for the oddly shaped small shit that you didn't think about like what's hanging on the walls. it gives me something to do. I always feel awkward sitting around while movers are moving stuff. I want to help but I know I'd be in the way

her building is kind of a karenocracy and right now I wish a Karen would

Mom is currently in the hallway talking politics with a neighbor. Give me strength

Oooooooof.

I can give you some of the psych explanations when you’re on the other side of this but yiiiikes

if you just need to talk or just have some company or whatever you can hit me and abby up any time

but....yeah this is not an easy thing to go through

okay, we got a lot of the stuff in the moving truck. I'm waiting on the guy who's going to handle the donated furniture

Tazrael: I mean I would love to catch up with you too. it was great hanging out at the wedding in January. Even though I'm sorry for going full Golden retriever on you

nonsense, you were great <3