pain....aauugughhhh

i need these painkillers to wring me out please god

i cant focus on anything but lying here and becoming Sludge

debating if i should just go take a hot shower and sit in there for a while even if i had one yesterday

cramps are god's attempts at telling me he wishes i was dead i think

HODLS

ok hot shower was a good idea bc i was | | close to yarking

still hurts a little but...hoping after all the time in there it will fade...soon...

oh no itscomiun back

fell asleep at like 11 and woke up at 4:30 in a fugue state. did like two tags and fell asleep again

pain isn't so bad today...here's to hoping I feel like Not Ass after laying in bed before going out for dinner tonight

hoping the best for you!!