Fingers crossed for you!

thank you! tomorrow I also talk to ssa about getting back on disability

Rheumatologists are very sweet. They'll help you.

I hope so. im tired of pain and my feet are super swollen

Yup you need - and deserve - help. <3

thank you I miss being social and rp-ing and stuff. I hope I xan get some answers tomorrow too

You will. They'll cover everything for you.

its that I am just kinda reaching the point where if I will ever be normal again Sob

Your normal might shift, but you will feel better.