F stands for 'Ferie'. aka Days off.

I did ask for explanations though

I wouldn't stand for it. You were CONFIRMED to have 1-15 so how could they renege? that's not fair.

I know 11 is still a lot and you DO deserve those, but you keep getting fucked by this place and I don't like it. You gotta let 'em know they can't be doing that shit to you. :T

I just wrote to them

I'm waiting for an answer

asking for an explanation is very equitable of you but i would be like "no this is what i'm promised"

that's super fair!

Becasue I was in an actually good mood and WRITING for once

since I had energies

i'm glad you did write to them <3

and this literally managed to royally piss me off. I've been cordial and asked explanations

I've not been taking a SINGLE day off in 11 months

not ONE

no sick leave, no vacations

I am pulling 190 hours this month

I'm just kind of livid?

I wrote both to my boss AND my boss's boss because I KNOW they have issues but fuck you by LAW I am required to take 15 days off in a year. CONSECUTIVE ones

so what fuckery is this?

I know no one wants to work in what's literally a madhouse (not for he guests, but for the colleagues ANd the insane workload) so they can't hire new people but maybe start treating your current workers properly?

no big surprise everyone who leaves talks utter SHIT of the place and potential new workers just... don't apply here

Honestly, at this point I would threaten to sue them.

If they promised you time off, especially in writing, they are obligated to adhere to that.

They have 'problems' and I get it but now I'm waiting to hear from their side

EVERYONE ELSE IS TAKING CHUNKS OF 15 DAYS

Their problems aren't yours to solve

but apparently I can't because the excuse I keep getting is 'you have no kids'

so OF COURSE I'm not entitled to a personal life I guess

LMFAO THAT'S DISCRIMINATION

YOU CAN SUE THEM FOR THAT

shit I was writing and I was actually happy and now I'm just so upset

They only said it by voice I have no actual proof of that

IT'S STILL DISCRIMINATION

You cannot, legally, do what they're doing based on having or not having kids

oh my god i am so, so furious holy shit

Sorry, I called my dad real quick because I went from 'this is a good day' to 'I'm so angry' real quick and I wanted to understand if my feelings were valid

OTHERS can take 1-15 days off as chunks

I can't

and this is my 'fuick you' moment

on a positive note: the one colleague that stressed the FUCK out of me this month is no longer going to be paired with me

and by stressed I mean 'she has no qualifications yet she kept bossing me around and dropped me to do the work because she had better suff to do'

it doesn't matter if they said it by voice that you're not allowed to have 15 because you have no kids. the literally only put you for 11 and the backlog of hours is probably very illegal

you have a right to sue

i'm so mad i started thinking in spanish oh my god

there are not enough words in the english language to convey my irritation sometimes

escalate this, they're doing something illegal so go to whoever enforces the employment laws

LITERALLY fuck them. discrimination is discrimination! they should be held accountable for SHITTY BUSINESS PRACTICES oh my god oh my god i want to throw them in the atlantic and let the storms eat them

i agree with hydok!

I am considering it. Right now I'm waiting to calm down because I kind of had a nervous breakdown and no one is good at Choices when you're very emotional and tearing up

that said: don't let your job take your day off and throw it in disarray either. they don't deserve it

they don't deserve to eat your free time up and i'm sorry they're doing it anyway

Heh it's not my day off. I'm going to work in less than one hour

rrrrrraugh i am ANGRY!!!

I was just having a good day because yesterday I slept and I DID sleep a few hours today too

i wish you could just call out, out of spite

tomorrow is my day off and I wantit to be a good one.

I am actually registering a podcast for my village? kind of?

in the morning, after work, I'm going to go in and voice-record a guide for people who don't speak italian but understand english on how to get some documents done

So I want to at least look at the good things? I like to feel useful

and I wish I could call out but the truth is: there aren't enough people to cover my absence

I've been the jolly so far going in when people couldn't come but others just don't do it. I'm going to be a LOT less chill about it tho

That's not your problem, that's their problem

i want you to tell you something important, as someone who had to go on leave with her department in shambles
your health is more important than a job

you can call out one day. no one else there is better than you, and if for ONE DAY they're short, that's just part of life.

I know it's their problem but I also don't want the guests to suffer because of me

They're understaffed, do not let them keep being able to run while understaffed by going "I'll come in to help"

I've been sick, you know?

I didn't really talk about it but I've had some balding going on, I've been too tired to focus on anything and my body is showing me 'bad' in other ways

but they won't be suffering because of you. it's not up to you, and i'm sure the guests wouldn't want you to suffer just because of them either. well, the ones that are of sounder mind.

I had warts. I removed them, but they're a sign my immune system is going down.

when you come in to cover for them, it lets them think "oh it's okay we have someone we can always call to cover when we're short"

please, please. i'm begging you to think of yourself a little more. you're a friend, and i want my friend to be healthy. that makes me happy.

And I've had (tw: blood and gyno crap) black blood loss for almost two weeks which I KNOW t's my body telling me 'oh wow take a break'

and right now I'm going to stop doing all that

yeah, I'm NOT going tobe that anymore Hydok

they burnt all my patience

I've been pulling so many hours this month and I still have to pull SO MANY of them because I still have one 15 hours shift and I'm just. Done.

I never had such a terrible workplace experience.

We don't even HAVe the stuff neede to work with

man i have a shitty job but you? you have a hell workplace

this is insanity

Like, between the guest caretaking I'm ALSO supposed to do all the cleaning

that's why in 8-9 hours we NEVEr stop sitting

night shift has no break time, no meal time, jusst work

no wonders no one wants to do the night shifts

BIOSS IS CALLING

HOLY SHIT?????

don't answer

OH I HAVE TEA

OKAY SO

I NEED TO CALL TOMORROW IN BECAUSE IT RESULTS THAT I TOOK VACATION TIME

*IN MONTHS WHERE I DID NOT*

SO technically I didn't have 15 whole days of time off?????????

HELLO????

I didn't take days off to go pick and bring my friend across italy to the fcking airport, I didn't take sick days, I took NOTHING

E X C U S E ME

still at the phone

WHAT.

I took an appointment with Monica

the secretary

to understand HOW THE FUCK

I have only 60 free hours of vacation during the year when I should have accumulated..

My man, you need to actually start recording and making copies of EVERYTHING you do and everything they say/promise you.

160

They are fucking you over so hard it's outrageous.

Literally make a folder.

Oh i requested a meeting

and I am documenting ALL

I just got REALLY pissed

I am not kidding. Bring a tape recorder or SOMETHING

I also need to go to work but I am REALLY upset

Nah I'm just asking them to put EVERYTHING into writing

and okay. Maybe they fucked me over so far because I wasn't documenting shit

now I will

I will take pictures of EVERY monthly thing

You have to at this point, jesus fuck

SHE ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO BE PERMANENTLY HIRED WITH A NON FINITE CONTRACT and I SAID 'NO

'I need to consider it, this month was too much' is something I said to her face

well by phone

so I at least hope she knows she's been pulling the rope far too much

how the fuck don't I have 15 days off

I should have 20

we are already at the BARE MINIMUM with 2 each day

I mean each month

gurl it is SO WILD she was like "we're taking your days off. WANNA BE FULLTIME PERMANENTLY WITH US?"

yeah I kind of

didn't know wtf

I am TEMPTED lowkey to accept because it MAY give me a lot more leverage in looking for a new job

no. Nope. No nonono

AND it would allow me to be able to take loans without my dad's signature

but I also need to start documenting every single shit they do

accepting it may make you feel responsible for the clients and that will chain you to this company

IO think she noticed I was fuming and she actually backt..... HUH

I need to think about it. I'm just FAR too angry to process things right now

I was just starting to tag after resting ANd playing some stardew ahah <_< basil got a single post in before I freaked out

regardless, I'm going to MOD stuff,PLAY GAMES and RP in those fucking 10 days

fuck everything I'm jst so stressed

I never had a job this bad

I did tell my boss this month I considered leaving

Time to go to work, so much for tagging

sorry for the rant

Oh absolutely do not work full time for these people