like, today is the first day since the shoot that I feel like I can actually... do things???? other than doomscroll on insta and youtube

I mean, it doesn't help that I slept less and less the past two weeks in my desperate attempt to finish everything before the shoot

and! the result was great! but damn, I haven't cut it that close in about a decade

and then work was on fire this past week so that didn't help either ughghhgghjkhdjkhs

I HAVE NOT MISSED THIS SORT OF PANIC