sleeping for twelve hours or so for a couple days, and having a couple loud wailing breakdowns, is really helping me process the whole "getting fired" thing. feeling a bit better about it.
hey, no expectations that you would see it! goodness knows I haven't been around that much. which is, uh. probably not un-related to the burnout and the firing.
and, yeah, I'm still a little up and down, but I was definitely in a bad place for a hot minute. I've never actually been fired before, so it's a lot to wrap my head around.
tbh given some of the things you’ve said about them recently, it sounds like good riddance. But that doesn’t make the actual emotional or logistical process any easier
You are... not the only person who's saying that. And It hadn't really felt that way, but I have had really bad experiences with jobs in the past, so my standards are all kinds of skewed, I know. Eesh.