i need a new filler game to do 2 shut my brain off and press buttons w

I ALSO HAVE HAD THIS DOWNLOADED WAITING FOR ME TO PLAY FOR LIKE MONTHS

I was sleepy and relaxing so now I'm cuddled in bed. as we all should be on a Sunday

now I probably yap ugh I need to do laundry tomorrow.

I'm excited for my threads tomorrow 🫣 I have some good stuff and I know the tennal one is going to be super interesting. I love CR like that lol

I ended up posting in the emp for game search but just did like pls reach out to me sort of thing. hoping something bites just to curb an itch

I'm so bummed about Rei for bottle cap Bay that would have been so good for her. I think a setting where a body change is cool and can be mysterious (POS) for a character who might exp issues with their sense of self to be a fantastic way for them to explore their feelings and that sense of self

either way I really want to write her but I want her to have nice lasting cr with a setting back drop she would do so nice growing in a comfy setting where she can learn what it means to be her

for Abigail just want cute shit. I love RPING kids but love horror kids bc they are just a whole other breed of ext where they can be happy to lucky in horrible situations and help adults regain whimsy in bring kidnapped and trapped LMAO

I'm so obsessed with the abbadon rp I have with ashen. I kind of want to do a doctor who and river where Abigail keeps coming back to meet him but one of them keeps meeting the other recently while the other keeps meeting each other for the final time and on etc

Abigail who already lost one friend heart broken that she will lose her other and never see them again 🥺

anyway I super love RPING kids for ppl too bc I love to have that dynamic with my ships. I really wish I could be a mom myself but I can't bc of my body and life circumstances. so I get a lot of fun out of rping kids and giving them the cute kid/family dynamics ughhhh I love it a lot

I used to get a lot on my mom characters and it was always so fulfilling and heart warming 🥺🥺 also Abigail can keep herself safe so there's that bonus. she'd be like Anya from spy x family where she knows a lot more then she let's on but she's trying her best to be a good girl! and she wants the ppl around her to feel like responsible adults and not know

that she's basically a monster girl lol

Xmas Abby so cute I fucking die

dabi I will do pm anything I'm not sure but he's such a "yolo we ball"

then Bakugo I really want to do in game bc I talked yesterday about it LMAO. his sticks stuff was great would love to do that again.

I think whatever I do I will only app one character which is kind of just what I want? dup and classes have my attention and I like that. but I got the itch for something on the side so I'm hopeful!

I need to slap dan about something I want to do or Niall idk yet my BB brain cooking but anytime she roasts I only get labby BB on the brain which is why I need to RP her out SO I CAN RELEASE HER like brain worm eating me up

but luluhawa in Pokemon coming up!!!

I still need to think of a mechanic as to why they are going to be able to move on to another world but I think I will do it that it's a special item from the person that gets lost randomly in the visited world

so you gotta go grab it and bring it back to make sure your existence isn't associated with that world. or destroy it

I'll think of other little small story things that matter to no one but me and 5 other ppl that will be bored and cook in here LMAO

maybe just destroy it not get it, maybe it turns into a data monster kek I will cook more

I need to moon cell adapt in a adjacent way but that's why moon cell and bb is great bc NASU made her very "she makes things how she wants" ultimately lol

rereads my gokudera reply. ugh IDK if I have dyslexia or if my ADHD makes me super blind to small things but I hate it a lot seeing those small issues

either way ugh ugh ugh emotional again

I love izuku so much

I feel like ppl who love izuku RP katsuki and ppl who love katsuki RP izuku lol

I honestly have met a lot of ppl where this checks out so far? even ppl who don't ship them they usually have such a great big love of izuku and it's so cute

for context izuku is more my type of like guy I'd date, Bakugo I have said many times id have punched him in the face LMAO

I love Bakugo, he's so.... I haven't talked about it but he's very Puerto Rican unironically

he's loud and proud of who he is and doesn't change for anyone, raised for love and has a lot of love. for a lot of ego like most Puerto Rican men lol

he's very hard pressed like most Puerto Rican men lolol

he's loud and brash and the other day the leader of the doujin translation circles brought to my attention that he's not tsundere and that Western fandom is incorrect in using the word and explained that katsuki is intense

and when she said that I laughed

I was like oh no he's just like me fr fr then???? gross

each spiritual advisor I've come across and ppl who have read my chart have told me I'm very intense. and then I just kind of learned that over time that I tend to swim in the deep end of the pool where everyone else kind of doesn't do that?

for a while I didn't understand esp bc I only recently during 2024 summer had finally got out of depression. I had been fighting a long 20 year struggle and was comfortable with myself and where I was on life

I was well liked in FFXIV Savage circles and when I weened off to ppl wanted to pay me to keep up with the game so I can be like 3 statics subs and they're trade me around lol. but I was like no I'm kind of done with FFXIV lol

i was very energetic but this is what ppl played with me for. I made ppl laugh and I enjoyed being able to do that lol. it took a while to learn how to

and then I came to dwrp and wow did I learn that I just am a very different person in a very weird way.

I've had to work with my therapist in accepting this.

bc I didn't like the notion that "you are different and because you are one of the most understanding clients I have I need you to understand this" which has been my like working on accepting this summer next to like

"you are just intense"

and I guess I kind of get the whole intensity thing of turning ppl off really easy.

Ido WHY I was talking about this year but to go back to RP bc I love rp and that's what I'm here for.

I fucking love izuku and I love katsuki

I can't believe the amount of immense feelings I have for them seperately and together.

izuku in dup has been such Fun writing experience to actually apply how izuku s mindset functions in a situation where like the worse of humans comes about easy

I really love he just gives ppl this sweet and gentle taste of like slice of life living in distopia world

like GODDDD I love it. him just trying hard to have a normal life the best way he can

I need to sleep and I would stfu but I could talk about him for hours hhhhuuuuuu

if Izuku could save everyone in dup he would. he feels like he needs to not in that it's owed or that it's his destiny it's just that he loves everyone so much and wants them to live a good life

runs in and gives you smooches for bed

so how do you do that? ATM he's trying hard to figure that out

icly!!!! I'm excited to see what happens

ddsapphire: WHY ARE YOU UP DANI SLEEEP

IT'S ONLY 11:30

ddsapphire: WHY DO YOU LIVE IN THE FUN TIME ZONE

LMFAOOO

it's fun until work is pinging you at 4am bc they're all east coast

CUCOYCPYVYO