Ended up only getting half a good night's worth of sleep for some reason. Thinking my cpap mask isn't tight enough even though it feels pretty tight? MyAir score is lower cause of leakage but I don't know how to fix it without giving myself a headache with the blood circulation cutoff I'd be doing to myself

but I unno, maybe I shouldn't worry about it as I'm still sleeping?

and my sleep apnea events are super low, so... /shrug?

in other news, got anxiety waking up this morning about how non decorated my house is for my favorite Holiday, not that I'm really able to celebrate it properly cause of a number of factors - primarily that my neighborhood doesn't get trick or treaters so what's the point?

decent so far, did some cleaning around the house

Tazrael: I really should dedicate time to cleaning and doing laundry

I'm feeling a bit better now that the day is going. just overwhelmed lately it feels

I think another thing that's been bugging me is that I've barely decorated for Halloween, but I also like... don't get any trick or treaters so I guess I don't feel as inclined to do so

I unno. I want more guests but I don't wanna put in the work to clean up so much. I should just do it one day so I can feel less guilty about it

I get that vibe

also have a lot of WSKY to catch up on.

there's a halloween thing this week but the main part is Sunday so I might just make an early outing of it