feeling a little better, though i am putting mucho time into art to help with expenses

and really sincerely hoping that we're close to me getting proper caretaking job.......... i'm just buzzing thinking of it

to finally! have a job again!!!! and one i don't have to worry about my ADHD-self absolutely bombing

(in my previous line of work i was giving tasks that were very trivial, monotonous and boring, which was like fucking climbing a mountain for my adhd-self)

oops. given*

boops