I think I'm going to take a break from plurk and discord probably. It's making me extremely mentally ill and I'm always paranoid and sad. If you want to reach me, dm me on discord, I will not be active in any servers but ill try to answer dms. You can also message my phone number if you have that.
Sorry I'm just tired of everyone telling me they like me and theyre friends with me and no one ever wants to actually talk to me. And lately it feels as if no one cares about me at all. I'm just. I want to feel seen and cared about and its not fair.
I'll be back when Im happier and I feel like I'm not going ti break down.
stay safe oomf I wish you the best 
stay safe boo ^__^