Just found out the Hidden Love novel is based on the writer's true story, like she wrote Hidden Love to give herself the happy ending she never got. Now I'm crying cuz it reminds me of the only guy I've liked for yrs & how we're not even a part of eachother's lives rn & how I can't reach out cuz we haven't been on talking terms since a stupid fight.
Like Ik I was a 11 when I started liking him, but like, loving him taught me the difference between crush & love, like it rly hurts liking sm1 unconditionally for that long & trying to get over it cuz its hard to fall in love like that again
