Everything is terrible

I'm at the stage where I wish I could throw up

I feel like metal rods are being driven into my skull

I haven't eaten anything and don't plan to

...maybe eating something would push my stomach over the edge tho

Then this could just

be over

I hope you feel better

oh god eating is the most unpleasant experience imaginable

I have choked down a bagel

Oh nooooooooo

God I just want to get this over with

it's so bad

Everything hurts

It's like abowling ball of sick just sitting in my stomach

It won't move

I'm being tortured

I can't focuso n anyhting

/nurses

Are you able get down water?

I take tiny little sips

barely

head

pounding

shower

Any amount is good

shower helped

now I merely feel terrible

I figure

no matter what's in my stomach

eventually it's gotta leave

through one end or the other

So I just gotta tough this out