it surprises me EVERY TIME

this brought to me somehow managing to make a big pot of soup to eat for the day and then just sat crying on the couch for a good 30 minutes because I found one of mom's old pill bottles

this on top of my right ear being clogged and me irritating the hell out out it trying to hear somewhat unmuffled

Im so fucking miserable today

hate hormones

I at least found two hot coco packets so whenever I feel up to getting up again I can have that, I guess

I cried, I ate, and now a nap sounds like a damn good idea

toddlermaxxing today apparently

Hug

nap helped. nap helped a lot