(Blood) Red
1 weeks ago
Are you ever just ... in a phase between hyperfixations, and nothing really sparks the right kind of happy chemicals?
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(Blood) Red
1 weeks ago
like, don't get me wrong, I still love my Reno boy and will keep writing him, but I notice that I am not quite as enthusiastic as I used to be?
(Blood) Red
1 weeks ago
But then again, I don't really have any other "new" (or old) hyperfixation that is currently active .. I mean, I am dipping my toes into the MHA and Reborn fandoms and am enjoying myself, but it's not like THE current thing to me, you know?
(Blood) Red
1 weeks ago
So idk, I'm kind of in this weird in between state and it's annoying to not have anything to focus on to gain my happy chemicals from
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looks at how slowly I've been tagging and doing like everything... yeah... yeah, I feel you
DEMON TWINK
1 weeks ago
Mood, I went through that for like six years
(Blood) Red
1 weeks ago
yeah, idk, Ijust wanna shake reno like "hey, i love writing you, and when I do it's fun, but why does it take me so long to get started right now???"
(Blood) Red
1 weeks ago
but also nothing else has replaced that void, even though I am really diving into a lot of new stuff right now, but nothing really clicks
(Blood) Red
1 weeks ago
i mean, i slipped into some reborn rp with someone and yeah it's fun, but I wouldn't create a journal for that character yet, same with MHA ...
RUDE BUSTER
1 weeks ago
maybe you need something new in a different genre, if shonen isnt hitting right?
(Blood) Red
1 weeks ago
maybe .. though I'm not a big Shojo fan for example, so .. no idea what to try?
RUDE BUSTER
1 weeks ago
seinen, for similar but more mature stuff? more video games, if you like ff?
(Blood) Red
1 weeks ago
there aren't really any current video games that caught my eye, and i normally do watch more seinen, though honestly, sometimes I don't get why something like BSD is seinen, but Moriarty the Patriot is shonen, lol
Prickly Android
1 weeks ago
I was in that kind of malaise for almost a year. So I get it.
(Blood) Red
1 weeks ago
i tried watching Lord of mysteries, cause I like that kinda stuff, victorian times, detectives, myseries, etc, but somehow the first ep really didn't catch me .. I had hopes for that one, but even MHA and reborn are catching me more rn
(Blood) Red
1 weeks ago
maybe i need another FFVII moment? Idk ... Dx
man I felt this for a couple years before I fell into my current obsession. I am not even sure what to recommend because a lot of the recent stuff hasn’t grabbed my attention. but I get it
(Blood) Red
1 weeks ago
yeah, unfortunately there's no easy way to trigger this, unless the brain suddenly catches something it wants to focus on now XD
Lex
1 weeks ago
Definitely feel you here. I’m constantly on the lookout for my next voice. I still love Loki but I’ve been playing him for years now and I know it can’t last forever. But alas, no one else has sparked that joy yet.
(Blood) Red
1 weeks ago
prettyapathetic: I love your Loki, so i would be sad to see him go, but I get it. one day someone else will or even has to come.
because otherwise it just fades into nothingness and boredom, and that's what I'm afraid of right now tbh
Lex
1 weeks ago
Me too really. I had a 10 year gap between my last solid muse and Loki. It was a really rough go and I don’t want to experience it again.
(Blood) Red
1 weeks ago
oh yeah, that's a long time.
but I also had a gap of almost ten years after I dropped rp for a long while in 2013, before picking it up again during 2020
been through four fandoms since then, with some voices still being stronger than others, but I know none of them will last forever ... :-(
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