I'm.... hopefully going to be getting a job soon(uncertain) and preparing for Khana's end of life

i want to pick up someone, i want to play more

i don't think i can commit, or if i do it'll just be committing to being slow and flaky as usual

I'm. Better about Khana's situation than Sonar's bcuz I was just desperately trying to find a way to nurse him back to health and now I'm just like. She's 17, she's been doing well, I'm just gonna make sure she's happy

(She's still sick, losing weight, has a sinus infection, but I'm going to try another medicine before deciding that she's done)

She's still playing and eating so idk. On one hand I don't want her to suffer and on the other i don't want to rob her of old age if she is still interested

eugh this got too sad. I'm pretty sad but I'm not being driven mad by it, it's just kinda been me trying to get in all the love i can rn

I want to join another game, bcuz i want to be social, bcuz I don't want to self isolate but I'm so super bad at that

Still. I crave normalcy. I crave contact with folks

Sonar went last February, and Khana was his partner

unfortunately the game i was in shut down so... cries

yeah

I'll probs make a second plurk for rp since i thought this got too sad. I'm gonna do my best tho

wushu wushu

🫂

ty friends

Wraps around you here too

I feel you

i'm so sorry about Khana. I know you and I talked briefly back in August when my dog passed, but I honestly feel really deeply about what you said re: Khana's age and just wanting to make their remaining time happy. It's really all we can do. My dog was 18, so I totally get that feeling. If you ever need to vent or just a friendly ear or whatever

i'm here for you friend <3

( hugs deca )

u__u i'm sorry

wishuponthenightskies: why can't our furbabies live forever

Decathect: Right? It's awful. I wish we could just keep them with us.