SOTIRL: so getting semi-fired on monday has hit me lie a freight train

like*

I'm in a very bad place mentally and it's been hard to do the things I want

I know i still owe nightlocke and Aroihkin a wild hunt starter and I do wanna get that going but my brain isn't braining

If i am still this bad next week i will probably go on a hiatus and do a big handwave for most of my pre-wild hunt threads but i'm not gonna do that right away

just keeping that option open

I want to do a post-event log for lucien at least and maybe mishima so I'm hoping i get my mojo back

but for now please bear with me as i try and navigate this mh crisis

ok i'mma turn on responses now

responses should be on!

sorry to be a bummer but i just kinda Am a bummer rn

hey life happens friend and sometimes life happens rudely

All the hugs

I hope you're doing okay though, I know it's hard

/loves on you

you've had a blow, and it sucks. It's okay to be unhappy and upset. It's okay to be mad and angry. It's okay to be frustrated. hug All your feelings are valid

and we're here, and RL always comes first

its such bs that depression makes you have trouble doing the things that make you happy

Yes it is.

it's complete bs

I have my v:tm game tonight and i'm forcing myself to go, i'm trying v hard not to isolate rn bc hoo boy

Life happens. Take a break if you need one! RP will be around when you feel better.

gusthemoose: i dont WANT to take a break i want to play GAMES more

the depression is evil and lies, defy it!

right

FINE THEN! /bother bother bother

i know i won't feel like this forever i just wish it would PASS already

gently holds

it might take some time for your feelings to work through themselves unfortunately, try not to push it and take your time

rp will wait for you

though i think in person vtm might help in terms of the in person socialisation aspect, I'm hoping that makes you feel a bit better

oh its on discord

none of my irl friends live in the same state as i do anymore

but yeah i think it'll help

aww. but yeah i hope it helps nonetheless

you're not a bummer!! im sorry things are so rough

after the month you've had its only naural to feel shitty, dont feel guilty for that

socializing probably is good but also let yourself rest if you need

i wish we could help more

i am an extrovert socializing is rest for me LOL

no rush man, life be lifeing

Oof, sorry to hear things aren't great for you