entering my christmas denial phase as i do every year

easier now that i'm not in retail. throws confetti

sits here because i match

also in solidarity of christmas denial

YEAH!!! GRIPS UR HANDS

christmas season doesn't start for me until dec 1 and i will never, ever budge on that

november is halloween 2 actually. thanks

hard agree

anyway boy and i got up early today to go to the banks and drop off cashier's checks for!! our new apartment!!! so first month's rent and security deposit are paid

we must find a time to do a thorough walkthrough with our realtor so we can document any damage that is Not Our Fault and then we'll be all ready to start cleaning and moving into the new place in december...

my edible from the night prior had not quite shaken off yet tho so that was a weird set of errands for me. and then i napped in the fresh autumn air for a bit...

november is for autumn things because september usually isn't autumn enough for it

oh my god I just realized you are free of retail this holidays. I mean i knew but it just clicked. IM FUCKING REJOICING

MEL UR RIGHT september was still summer here it sucked ass

AND YEAH THAT HIT ME FULL FORCE A FEW WEEKS AGO AND I WAS JUST LIKE

i won't have to listen to christmas music at work for 3 months anymore.......

bless!!

i think it should be illegal for periods to start on a DST time change day

all i have done today is have a headache and sleep

that is... cursed as fuck. i am very sorry

IT'S SO CURSED

cramps woke me up at 8 this morning and i was like you have got to be bagging my groceries

awful!! terrible!! but pls know I have never heard that phrase before and I love it

JFDKLDFLGJS i can't take credit, i think i absorbed it from a youtuber years ago when i watched a lot of let's plays, but i am glad to bring it into ur life

yes thank you I will be recycling it to bring joy into someone else's life!!

excellent

me sitting on my hands at work waiting for incentives to drop so i can go into feral editor mode

we are not supposed to have a slow day from incentive drop today to . i think the last week of december so

this is my true Prove Myself time

go go cee

october is halloween 1 and november is halloween 2. send tweet

CORRECT

i wore my pumpkin sweater on the production zoom meeting today to make a point

yessssss

god i hope period brain fog clears up soon bc i'm dying squirtle

i want to tag the somnia event...

every time my credit limit increases is both exciting and terrifying

i feel like my brain fell out of my head 3 days ago and i just haven't been able to recover it

i can't finish any of my dang projects because data is still dealing with updating for all the incentives which means none of the variables are pulling in the right data and there's nothing i can do about that

life is a nightmare

oh my god work was hell. jesus christ. of course everything goes super wrong when we're super busy

i am so over the state of my brain lately but c'est la vie

weekend soon at least. maybe i will try to go somewhere and touch grass

oh god my right shoulder is so strained need to stretch diligently today,,,

all of my orders are fucked up today

woke up with a headache again... illegal

migraine meds, food, and laying down with my eyes closed has improved the situation but not fully remedied it fuckign hell

yesterday's headache persisted today omfg... i rly hope it's just the weather being fucky

bc if not i should probably go to the doctor

blegh. had big plans this weekend but c'est la vie

how the fuck is it the TENTH oh my god

work is busy today but i would like to try and get back on the RP horse so i think i will round up my november plans tonight and try to do some tagouts

girl help i am so eepy

girl help me too

eepily holds ur hands

decided to take some OT this week... i want some extra dosh for holiday gifts and moving expenses...

get that gluten

me messaging my manager to get my starter going for this bread

grow that YEAST

no wait thats too far

JFKSDMGKLH

no we're in it now. we're committed to this metaphor

we're in yeastville...

whether we like it or not

that's good for bread at least. less good in other areas

bread exclusive yeast

is there a phase of mush beyond scrambled egg bc that is what my brain is rn

idk probably whatever's left of that egg after those "this is your brain on drugs" commercials...

GOD YOU'RE SO RIGHT

headache is trying to come back no...

every time i have to call a dealership and they're like "you guys called yesterday too" i die a little inside

i wish we could cut down the phone calls to once a week,,,

i know i said i was tired yesterday but i should have been more restrained when i claimed that bc today... today i am TRULY tired

oh christ i have d&d tonight

sometimes it's a relief to play a character so spiteful that i don't have to think too hard about what they're going to do about a moral dilemma

ph god i am so sleepy but i have to eat food

ok all i did yesterday when i wasn't working or playing d&d was sleep and wait for meds to knock me out so i still have a few rp plotting things to button up

will try to do those between projects at work today but it's another OT day... wough

every day i pray for the field team to learn their asses from their elbows and every day i am let down

i would love to not have to email questions about literally all my projects today

therapy and OT today... why did I do this

god my queue is a mess of yesterday's garbage

i simply do not think that half of my projects at any given moment should be in email limbo bc someone at the very beginning of the offer pipeline did not bother making sure the portal was correctly updated

if you are the person that the dealership is telling what ads they want on a campaign. you need. to pay attention. and make sure that info is recorded correctly. i swan to john

blergh. tgif, will try to be more human tmw

local creature slept like absolute dog doo last night

rattles your sleep until its better

thank u blurgh

i just want to come to work feeling rested for once in my life LMFAO

thats the fucking dream honestly

god is it 6:30 yet im fucking dying dude

tearing my hair out at all the conflicting documentation about proofing for this particular OEM

grips edge of desk. i have hit my overstimulation threshold but i still have an hour left

you got this shit you got anything you can use to stim? that can usually help me push through the last bit of work if I’m overstimulated.

oh that's a good idea thank you... i got some squeezable things nearby maybe that will help

update: stimming helped me get through my last order, ty lobselvith

so glad to hear that, cee!

out with boy for well-earned date night and a couple errands and then. i want to do something creative or i will go crazy

chews on my inbox restlessly

stakes are wildly high in tonight's d&d session. we shall see who dies

head so hurty

focus juice is NOT there today omfg

RSD also bad today i am coping but wowie everything is taking it out of me this fine monday

i'm sorry, hon. rsd is a bitch

it's okay normally i can refocus all right if i'm not, like, being whole-ass yelled or snapped at, but i am more sensitive to it when i'm already having a rough day LOL

oh god insomnia got my ass last night and then i had nightmares when i did sleep

me looking at an order that i emailed the other team about on thursday morning like i have no memory of this place

thursday was years ago

Thursday was another time

everything is driving me up the wall today

bites shit until it stops bothering you

thank u... bites the whole world tbh

i just want to go back to sleep

i love to waste an hour and a half of my life on the companywide meeting for the sales people to circlejerk during THE BUSIEST TIME OF THE YEAR

how is it not friday holy moly

trying something new in my workflow today in a desperate attempt to ease some of my stumbling blocks irt focusing... ganba cee

ganba cee!

change in workflow was a little clunky but i think helped overall

today's obstacles: headache and tummyache teaming up to tell me how sick of this week they are

not the double whammy! hopefully you feel better before the day is up

headache has thankfully mostly abated after some migraine meds and a lunchtime nap but omg tummy MAD today

I LIVED... survived one more holiday season week at work... oughdhsnf

focus juice absolutely gone today

also wtf did I really not update in here over the weekend at all

PARTNER AND I DID THE WALKTHROUGH of the new place yesterday morning; there were only a couple issues but everything else was otherwise in really good shape

gonna pick up the keys over lunch break on the 1st... I wanna book move-in cleaners but then we can start moving stuff over waow

EXCITING!!!

very exciting

what is less exciting is how groggy i woke up today and that apparently it's gonna rain all day??? i'm fighting for my fuckin life to stay awake out here

forgot i had a meeting with my manager today (nothing bad just the occasional check-in) and man. she's so nice

i mentioned i still have productivity struggles in the mornings and instead of being like welp. tough it out ig, she asked for mail strategies that i find easy to do

and said she'll make sure to have some of those in my queue so i can start my day with easy stuff and build momentum for my brain

oh man that’s so lovely of her! hope it helps!

good managers ;_;

HERE IS HOPING... i really appreciate her understanding

local creature so so so sleepy

so sleepy. and so full of RP brainrot. rattles the bars of my cage tiredly

also i GUESS i should change my display name to not halloween anymore... i guess......

no. be halloween FOREVER

hm. compelling argument, i will consider it

i went to bed early last night because i was so tired and i both slept like absolute ass AND woke up still tired

what is the POINT

we have a proofing test today too which. ough my brain

stummy hort one of those days

boy is off to the dentist so it is nap for lunch time once i finish this project

god the executives are NOT functioning today

FREE FROM WORK... LONG WEEKEND..........

just in time for a storm to roll in and give me THE headache of all time

so sleepy but so HUNGY

happy thursday of significance for some people, partner and i met up with our married friends for a double date of wake up dead man and turkiye

(being turkish food. instead of turkey)

that sounds like a fantastic holiday

ohhhhh yum

IT WAS REALLY NICE... we are doing a triple date to medieval times tmw too and i am EXCITED

i am not excited to go back to work after that. but. i'm glad i got to do things besides sleep and work

that shit ruled actually i want to see people fight each other with swords and axes all the time

also our server said i was very beautiful and she was also very beautiful so that enhanced my night a lot

as usual, slept like butts last night and woke up to tummy trouble today

mondays...

we have errands to run on lunch break too so i cannot even take a siesta

oh right it's december. i will make a new chatterplurk later