Collins
> IC Inbox
> October Log [flood event]
> November Network Post [just weasel things]

Joel
> IC Inbox
> Inmate Ledger
> October Network Post
> (November Post TBD)

Alucard
> IC Inbox
> Inmate Ledger
> Inmate Fight Club Toplevel
> (November Post TBD)

> Musebox open post
> Musebox memes
> Muselist

> ✔ Grab a check mark so I don't have to go searching for one later. Shh.
> Do things. Get back into the groove of tags.

> tag Sweeney with Collins [samhain]
> ✔ tag Frank with Joel [samhain]
> ✔ tag Ellie [samhain]
> Jinx bday tag in

> tbd
> tbd
> tbd

Extra space.

And first thing I want to do in here is a sotrp since I have absolutely been elsewhere for the past month and I apologize for the inconsistent amount of tags from me...and dropped plans. orz

SotRP
No new apps, no drops yet but more on that topic later.

Me: I haven't had my head in the game (of rp) lately, and I have no excuse. It's really just been a lot of avoiding my writing with other distractions and then staring at older tags guiltly when I do look at rp things.

Some plans were made enthusiastically, but I never got around to them and that isn't very good. It's like the ideas are there, but my writing brain is not when it needs to be for actual rp. Like, I want to do things but just stare into space when the writing needs to be done. :c

I want to try getting back into things. I may need to drop non-essential threads and start fresh. Which pains me because when I look at my tags I don't want to drop any of them. Hngh. X3

...and that's the short of it. I'm sorry to anyone waiting on things from me. If you have a thread you'd like me to focus on at any time, please don't hesitate to let me know. Whether it's an old one or something new! Maybe it will help me focus if there's a poke from people. :3

Onto character specifics...

Collins: Nothing new here. Collins is coasting along and doing...fine is a subjective word lol, but fine in the ooc sense of he's steady and he's not going anywhere.

He's a horrible warden and he knows it, but in case anyone is wondering what's up with him: he has pretty much boiled his existence on the Barge down to ride or die with Trevor. He doesn't care about much else, and if he gets demoted or dies permanently working with Trevor he doesn't mind so much.

He's willing to risk it all to kill the Admiral or disable the ship as well. Sooo yeah.

Alucard: Just got permanently paired to Ilde. It is going well. They are quiet and cute together. Very subdued pair with mostly soft conversations between them so far.

I don't think I have full AC for him though so he will likely need extra this month after taking a strike.

I am very into him as a character (and Castlevania in general right now) so I don't plan on letting him go. I just need to kick myself into gear.
He could use some more cr and I should aim for that in any upcoming stuff with him.

Joel: This is where I am troubled. A couple of reasons;

I have definitely not been giving him enough of my attention. I am behind on his tags constantly or have no ideas for posts for him. I feel like I'm doing his castmate a disservice by keeping him and being so behind/lame with tags.

I do think I have a vague idea for short running his graduation. By which I mean, I think it could be done quickly if I got the requisite threads done while still keeping him otherwise active.

On the other hand, his motivation would be partially to become a warden and get a deal and to show Ellie they can do it.... but I'm not sure I can hold onto his voice long enough to warden. I struggle with wardens ngl.

(Collins works because he doesn't act like one and he's got Trevor as his inmate.)

I know I have plans to get him talking to Sheehan for therapy stuff. He needs to finish talking to Ellie about the other version. Confess he believes he's the reason the cure "doesn't work". Figure out how to make it up to Ellie and find a cure that fits both their desires.

I just...am struggling at rp right now and just..big fear I am not doing right by keeping him.

Oh and, he's also taking a strike this month because. yeah.

So one more thing to worry about with him.

/deep breath. Okay. I wrote a lot in here on, like, Monday I think, and then some more yesterday. And for reasons I started the plurk off private so I could do that, but now it's open as it was always meant to be--

And just. yeah. so there's a lot in here.

I'm gonna let it percolate, and then ping some relevant people or pp them if I can't get the nerves, either way. Will try to be good about communication I am just. /nervous chatter