been so down in the dumps since my last medical appointment

seems like nothing i do in an attempt to improve my situation has gone anywhere at all

i feel you

my psychical health continues to tank, my finances are still in ruins, can’t really... do anything about either of those things

I'm sorry shit's being so difficult on so many fronts... it's a lot to deal with even individually, but at once? yeesh...

thanks hun

i was just trying to distract myself over the weekend, and now i’m making more calls to see if there’s anything i can do on both fronts

I hope there's progress on both fronts for you!!

trying to stay proactive keeps me sane, but at the same time, it seems like i’m just going through it all and stressing myself out for nothing hhh

Finance stress sucks but health stress on top of that.

thank you

ngl i’ve just been like. inconsolably depressed. doing anything has been such a struggle.

that's understandable :< it sounds like you're stuck and that's never conducive to feeling better...

Def understandable. Stress really does a number on you. I do hope you get some progress on either/both fronts. You deserve it!! I'm just not sure how much help I could be with support/advice being unsure on what might be available on your end.

for sure. been trying to fake myself out of it, but i’m steadily just giving less of a fuck lol.

i really appreciate the thoughts!! i’m not sure what i’d ask for either! it’s just one of those shitty life things.

sometimes you can sorta trick yourself into feeling better, but there's no shame in being unable to. I wish there was more we could do for you...

oh no, please don’t feel bad! the support alone means so much

;3; we're definitely here for you if you need an ear or a distraction!

Yeah. I am sure you’re more aware of and doing what you can for figuring support there but we can at least listen or try help distract

Huuuuuugs. Yeah, I know how hard depression makes anything. And it feed itself, the little bitch.

feeds*

😭 thank you... i’m absolute shit at asking for things ngl, but i definitely will hold that to heart

AND SERIOUSLY. fuckin depression.

!!

bruh. now i’ve been super anxious if i try to do anything. can my brain just stop lol

HUGS anxiety is an insidious thing :<

HUGS... it is!! such a pain in the ass

i’ve done maybe three tags lmao

can’t focus on art or even simple coloring... watching videos?! what does it want!!

oh man yeah, trying to figure out what you wanna do when you're like that is tough;; too many options and none are the right one!

and i’m suddenly the worst at every single one!! lmfao

ugh right?? sometimes when things get like that I find the only solution is a nap lol

i was JUST about to say, i think i’m gonna have to call it and just go to bed hahaha

it helps to kind of give your brain a reboot, yeah haha;;

i’ve only been awake like 11hrs but whateverrrr

god i hope it works, i’m just oissing myself off hahaha

best of luck! I hope it helps too <3

thank you lol gosh same