Ore-sama was talking to Francis... and made me realise that I need to talk to you =3=
Ah... *ponders how to say it, then decides to be blunt* We're not gonna fuck anymore.
...... *blinks slowly* ....huh?
Are you deaf...? *blinks curiously at you* No more sex between us. It was fun, but...well, ore-sama can't really be putting out for two.
...what is this all of a sudden? *looks like a kicked puppy*
*...awww, maybe - no! Stay strong!* I'm sorry, Bruder, but it isn't fair on you or Rome. I have to pick one.
...But I know you've been with Rome before... Why is this a problem so suddenly? _I_ should be the one with the qualms about this...
*Crosses arms* Look...I...I love Rome, okay? *Flushes at this easy admission* And I love you too! But...I love you more like a brother, than
a lover, and it isn't fair to Rome.
... *feels heartbroken all of a sudden* ...that is all?
... *looks guilty* I didn't want to hurt you Bruder...I'm sorry...
*sighs, leaning back against the counter, running hand through his hair* I... I understand your reasoning, and I love you more like... like
a brother as well, but... *looks up again* ...it will feel lonely without you. And you belong to me, you're a part of me and it goes deeper
than just being brothers.
I know...ugh, god, I hate confusing shit like this... *runs a hand through his hair* ...It'll be lonely...and, I'll miss it, but...I can't..
*we'll see about that* Where is this confusing? There is one bond that we share and you and Rome have another bond!
(( ...bond, James bond. ))
(Great way to break the mood BD))
((=3= I thought this needed something to lighten the mood... I was getting all moody typing this. XD ))
(( =w=

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That's no excuse for me to, to /cheat/ on Rome with my own Bruder *shakes his head* No, I'm sorry, but I can't.
... *stares at you, still not believing this is happening* *swallows* Well, if this is your last word in this...
I-It is... *tries a firm expression* I really am sorry, but it is.
....I guess it can't be changed then. *sighs* *dammit, I don't want anyone to see that other side of me =3=* *full of complexes*
*Nods, and shifts, beginning to feel awkward. Should he hug you? Or...bugger off...?*
*pushes himself off the counter, trying to get back to normality* ...what do you want for dinner?
Oh...um, I don't care. Whatever you want *leaps upon the chance*
*stiffens a bit, tempted to go into a hissy fit about how this is NOT what HE wants, that it is NEVER about what he wants, but takes a deep
breath instead* ...Pizza then.
Sounds good... *he feels like he's handling a ticking time bomb...*
*nods* It'll be ready in half an hour... Could you get them out of the freezer, please?
Sure! *Moves to the freezer* Um, which pizza? You have pepperoni or just cheese...
...which one do you want`?
I don't care... *grabs the pepperoni one* Uh, this one?
*nods* Get me a cheese one, then
*Takes the cheese one and puts them on the counter* Uh...there you go...
Thanks. *unwraps them and puts them professionally in the oven*
... *taps fingers on the counter* =3= So, um, what do you wanna do after dinner?
...um, I don't know? *shrugs* There's nothing we can do, right? Fußball is not on, there's nothing on TV today, the only DVDs that we have
Hm...uh, we can go out? *shrugs* Grab a beer or two?
...Uh, sure *he sort of broke up with you, he may as well fork over money for beer*
Good... and what do we do now? we have 20 minutes left.
((damn you! This feels so fucking much like my friend's situation, just... different. ;A; ))
...telly? I know nothing's on, but we might find...something...
((XD Not your fault. Why did they have to break up like that at that time? *headdesk* ))
*shrugs* Well, we can try.
*Sighs internally. Damn. Why do...well, break ups, have to be so damn awkward?* Okay... *goes to the living room :T*
*takes a look at his watch and follows you, flopping down on the couch* ... *reconsiders and sits down in an armchair*
*Sighs outloud this time when you move, and picks up the remote, turning it on* ... *the silence was killing him*
*watches the screen as you flick through the channels, trying to find a comfortable position on the armchair*
....*leaves the channel on some...dog...show* ...this alright?
Yeah, looks good. *watches intently, trying not to think*
Oh good... *puts the remote down, but he can't sit still with this tension in the air, ad fidgets*
*FROWNS, still trying to watch the show*
....*taps foot on the floor and pulls at a thread on his sleeve. AWKWARD*
...could you stop that? *iraira*
tapping your foot. *frowns*
Oh *stops* I didn't realise I was doing it.
*rubs his temple* Thank you.
... *....squirms as the silence continues DX*
...doesn't that dog look exactly like Blacky?
*points* when he was little
*looks back at you with a slightly raised eyebrow* Well, Blacky's fur was a bit longer, but...
Still looks like him... *glances at you with his eyebrows raised a little in a "what?" response*
((ooc forgot that he's looking back at the TV))
after he looked back at gilbo he turns back at the tv.... =3=))
*stares at the screen, not saying anything anymore* ... *glances at his watch*
Oh... *...foot tapping again*
...Oh, right, tapping foot, hah....
Yes. Please... don't do it. *feels his brow twitch slightly*
Okay, sorry... *makes a conscious effort not to tap his feet*
*sighs and gets up* I'm gonna get the pizza.
Okay *half rises then sits down again :/ So...damn...awkward!*
*takes the pizza out of the oven, cuts it into pieces and carries the two plates into the living room, a headache coming up*
*Wisely says nothing as you pass him his plate and nibbles on his pizza, not feeling very hungry*
*eats his own pizza mechanically* *frowns as the show about the dogs ends*
...*puts the plate aside and picks up the remote* Mm...
*swallows thickly on a rather dry piece of pizza*
*raises his eyebrows in surprise* hm?
*Sighs* This...awkwardness...
....What did you expect? Friede, Freude, Eierkuchen?
(Friede, Freude, Eierkuchen?)
((it's figure of speach, meaning something along the lines of "peace, love and happiness"))
No...but...I don't know...something other than feeling ready to suffocate from this awkwardness
((... directly it would have been "peace, happiness and pancake"))
*raises an eyebrow* ...like... what?
...I don't know... *sighs* Just it not being awkward...
*rubs his head* ...but you just... we just... *sighs* It's bound to be awkward.
I don't want it to be awkward... *beginning to look like a kicked puppy*
*sighs* ...well, I can't change it. *finishes his pizza and puts the plate on the table*
... *sighs and slouches* How long does the awkwardness last?
... I don't know. Maybe one or two...
*shrugs* I don't know. Maybe months, maybe years, you never know sicne we're nations. *smirks a little*
=3= This is gonna feel like eternity, isn't it/
[ooc:sorry to bug in... but this is way too depress.... may Italy in to lighten the mood QAQ....don't want the brother to be this awkward.]
((ooc: XD hey, I was making jokes already. ;A; ))
burusuto: [ooc:really depress joke...TAT.... I was having a hard time just reading the post...]
[a knock ot the door]Ve~ Germany~ Prussia~ I brought cake~
*Leaps upon chance of distraction* Cake? : D
veveve~Germany~ Prussia~ open the door the dogs are coming for the cake!!!!!!![almost banging on the door, a joyful bakes from the dogs ]
[and a large BANG against the door...then silent...]
....Oh dear. I think he's dead
*hurries over, all but tipping the door open* Italy! Are you alright?!
[buried under the three dogs, one hand rised weakly, holding the box of cake]hurry, before the cake get smashed....
*takes the cake and tells the dogs to get away from Italy* Jesus...
ve...[a Italian get a little flat by the weight of three dogs....]
*offers his hand to help you up*
*Comes over and whistles* Huh, an Italian pancake...
ve~ thanks~ Germany~[gives Germany a hug while say to Prussia] no, it's cake~ not Pancake~ ve~ [hurry and give Prussia a hug too]
*Hugs you tightly >w<* Ah, nice to see you Italy *you broke the awkward air thank you!*
*takes the cake to the kitchen to cut the cake*
ve~[happily smile]This is a speciality from a bakery that i really love~ I get into the line for so long for this~ ve~[praise me~ look]]
Thank you a lot for that... Do you want a coffee?
Oh~? Well danke, Italy! :3
[to Ludwig]ve~ I want pasta juice~ [to Prussia] de nada~
I don't have pasta juice. I can offer you espresso or tea
ve~ tea~ plz~tea go better than coffee~
Okay, *Starts boiling water*
ve~ Is Ludwig and Prussiagoing to eath the cake with beer...?
I think we're going to have tea with it as well.
Uh...can I have beer with my tea?
ve[shake his head in a no no gesture]that will ruin the tea
...damn, then I'll just have the beer
No, you will not drink beer with cake.
*Siiiiiiiiiiiighs* Fine...
Very well. *makes some green tea to have with the cake*
ve~ green tea~ green tea~[happily turning in circle]
*feels that his patience is running VERY low today and frowns, pinching the bridge of his nose*
*Stares at Mt. Ludwig ready to blow* Uh, Italy...why don't you sit down and watch the telly...?
ve~[kiss Germany's cheek and takes the cups of tea away] Grazie, Ludwig~[bring the tea to Prussia and watch TV with him]
*sighs, trying to calm down, saying a mantra over and over "this does not affect me"* *takes a final deep breath and takes the cake with him
*Is sipping tea, now worried he will get fron rows seats to Ludwig blowing up*
*sits down and places a piece of cake in front of every one*
ve~ cake with tea~ can life go any better~ [happily smiles, unaware of the tense atmosphere]
((do we want to continue drama here or start a new plurk?))
((New plurk will be best I think))
yush, do we start off with going out for the drink or what?))