kinda normal.. of what I did.. this was what I like to do all the time no doubt.. but didn’t stay too long.. about ½ hr, then off to bed..

today my mood is getting somewhat better.. but I was acting ‘abnormal’ instead.. I work on and organize my recipe binder..

.. for both hard copy recipe binder and computer file.. for a few hours and still haven’t get it finished.. but making progress..

this is something I won’t do in usual time.. I figure each time when I’m having hard moments, I would come up these sort of ideas..

maybe by doing such not often do activities, it will use up most of my thinking power more easily, so I will have some ‘quiet moment’..

..inside my heart.. the ‘war’ is still on and off.. really want this finish up .. as soon as possible..

hope it will finish up soon in one day.. and the result of it won’t be that bad.. really hope.. really hope..(=H _ E=) ~