yea
i feel bad for the friends of ryans
they dont know the crazy side of him
they only know him as mr.perfect
they dont see the crazy stuff
according to others he doesnt
according to his plurks hes been pretty busy
but u asked if he still cut
i dont think hes cut since like feb
aha that shock u or somethin? ha
lol he better not be doin that shit if hes gonna get married
i think hes trying to change his life around
i think he realized shit when u stoin to him
well, thats actually good
that means u and jerrid have impacted him
and made him grow up
so its actually a good thing
u should of just stopped talkin to him a long time ago
hes gonna be on a TV show and all this other crap too i believe
some days i do miss ryan tho ...just because
he can be the sweeetest most loving guy
but sometimes he just isnt. haha
and hes really smart he just chooses to be dumb
thats what pisses me off about him
is that he chooses to act really dumb 95% of the time
that 5% of the time hes really actually sweet. lol
he was sweet 5% at least to me
idk how he acted with u or anyone else
he said on a plurklike weeks back

poor jerrid
well, i hope ryan doesnt talkto jerrid anymore or txt him
im sure hes txting himlike 50 times a day
he actually called me and left me a voicemail saying hes sorry about everything
i told him he had to earnit back
i wanna no how fucked up hes being
wouldnt that be great tho?!
everyone would be happy if he died
i know I would be fine with it
but somethings telling me i should.
so he hasnt been txting jerrid?
I just realized imfriends with that guy justin
but not here,on facebook tho