… … … don’t know what I should type today, not in a mode to speak at the moment, I’m in a thinking mode… … … (=T _ K=) ~
    
       
        I think I’m still in a transitional mode… transforming… I’m transforming… (=T _ G=) ~
    
     
        This process is hard, but I won’t give up on it.. just hope that I won’t turn out to be an alien at the end…
    
     
        hopefully… hopefully… hopefully…