happynightcat
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Today..yesterday I should say.. went to dr appointment, he is again being so nice to me & let me choose to handle things the way I wanted it
happynightcat
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.. but then.. I think during the meeting I was again got myself into an anxiety mode..
happynightcat
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..and also got into my cognitive issue.. I said I feelings like I lost support from people..
happynightcat
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and from his reaction, I could tell I again didn’t think enough and talk things out that I don’t really meant it that way..
happynightcat
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it’s one of my cognitive issue, my thinking wellness still can be affected by too many things…
happynightcat
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eg my tiredness, not familiar surrounding, my mood… etc…after I rest myself better, I finally able to sort out my thinking..
happynightcat
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I meant ~> because due to how I was acting in the past up to recently, I lost trust from other.. and so I lost support from others..
happynightcat
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oh well.. oh well.. beside anxiety, this cognitive issue of mine also need to get fix or at least get touch up somewhat..
happynightcat
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.. hmm.. so it means I have to build up my brain, so it can function in good condition all of the time.. or at least most of the time..
happynightcat
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now things are still not stable.. and it’s taking too long to operate and think too..
happynightcat
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wolala.. and then there are also my sight issue, etc issues, etc issues.. hmm.. still seems need quite another bit of room to go..
happynightcat
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(=> _ <=) .. back to rule # 2 ~> only handle things 1 at a time or 2 at a time or few at time, but only if I can handle them..
happynightcat
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one by one ~ two by two ~ or few by few ~ one day I will get settle all of them.. hmm.. maybe most of them down..
happynightcat
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so just ‘add-oil’ ~ just keep ‘adding-oil’ ~ .. remember, complain is no use, just deal with it and handle it!! Go ~ Go ~ Go ~ (=^ v ^=) ~
happynightcat
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still feeling very thankful that God sent me all these nice Angels ~ all Doctors and Healthcare Workers I met throughout these few years..
happynightcat
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Thank you God ~ thank you ~ (=^ v ^=) ~ And thank you all Doctors and Healthcare Workers ~ thank you ~ (=^ v ^=) ~
happynightcat
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All of you are really so nice and sweet ~ thank you from the bottom of my heart ~ (=T v Y=) ~