Such thoughts, and such doubt... make you HARDER, STRONGER in the long run. HOOAH! Burn it all to cinders! You are amongst friends.

I sometimes wonder... if having a personality disorder is truely a disorder at all

... do I just experience existance in a manner incompatible with modern society

indeed human society

I've been known to have insightful conversations with bugs after all.

My own mental illness is a BLESSING not a CURSE. I wouldn't want to be with out it, despite the pain. Else, I wouldn't be TOAST! WIN!!!

Society are worker bees, ants, fail. Watch Fight Club and get your Zen back. It's all good.

I've had this conversation with misswired several times. She doesn't seem keen on the Fight Club solution however.

It's not about the fighting...

... it's about embracing that part of us that doesn't conform. At least, that's the message I took from the movie. Must find the book.

Book = Movie. And it's old, but golden wisdom. WTF does everone call me TOAST