She has no idea... and probably will never fully understand me... and i dont think anyone else will eather.
i understand you, and i would understand you better if you'd talk to me...
but i cant handle you being with her, I Love You...and i dont want to go on without you, but now i have lost you..
ive lost you forever, and so i must live life without you at all, and maybe i can finally move on knowing you are not mine!!