hahaha. i know. it's going to take more than that to get me to freak out today.

i just keep telling myself it's going to be OK. what's the worst that can happen? I lose my job and house. whatever.

that unless you can go out and change it, you have to just keep plugging on doing what you're doing. And maybe switch to cheaper beer

we've made the switch to cheaper beer

i'm hitting the hard stuff. beer's not doing it for me.

being serious for a minute: i have watching everything with worry but i have not been scared until today.

'xcuse my typos

why worry? like I said - lose job and house. what more can happen? Get sick and die I suppose but that can happen anytime.

true true. i guess i am just worried about people i love going through so much stress.

yeah, stress will come and go.