SMILE AH TINA!!i also miss sum1. .but when u have fwens,it's all forgotten

laugh smile shout all u wan but dun sad ):

it's hard. even if i have tons of friends by my side..

tinayeo ! forqet him !

i want , i srsly want. it's just.. hard ?

slowly

it's been a month ? going maybe .

knock ur head ar

tried all silly ways -.-

>':

chain smoke , get drunk till sleep outside w' my friend, bang wall, scream , cry . lame life.

wahhhhhhhhhhhh !

i srsly hate my life nao lur. it's like .. er. no life ?

wtf. .WHA!!CANNOT FORGET THINGS LIDDAT!!!

>:

be with friends,be with family,thats the way to forget bad things,do things u love,sing dance,thats things u do to forget bad things

dun liddat lurh.. u nid to be stwong! stand up when u fall Smile!

sing and dance i mean at home ah. . i dun mean at badbadbadbad places

xuanwee : i know , i'm strong. But not anymore i guess?

jamie : even when there's a crowd w' me , he's still fucking in my mind .

u can be stwong again? its nt pernament.

what is this hur ? i hate it la .

xuanwee : i'm trying , & i'm tired ..

be stronq my dear

rest awhile n try agian.! nth is impossible

She's in my mind too wad. .always. .like u said wad,u can never forget. .

angie : i'm trying babe .

i noe its hard but still you hv to try

xuanwee : first thing wake up , he's fucking in my mind alr. you tell me how ?

qood ! <:

jamie : yeah , but i always rmb th things we do. his silly acts infront of me.

i think bout her everynite before i go to sleep,i think bout the little things we did.it's nt easy to forget. .but with friends u can

why can't i ?

u must try its difficult we unerstand

it's been a year. .w8,a Year and 6 months. .and i still think bout her.. even thought i found things to hate bout her.i still think bout her

i'm tired.. very tired.

i've tried , & i'm tired.

sleep ah. .

i just want t fucking let go & wash of all memories , but it's impossible unless tio car bang .

eh,cannot liddat ah. . .

sigh , anyway. i think i just wanna do something stupid when i come back from taiwan .. LOL

slap sum1?

who's th white mouse willing t let me slap him/her hur ?

mi

i know , xuanwee , shilin , & some others let. but i don't want. cos' it turns t no avail .

you ? no way man, you're my friend too.

slap me kick me in the nuts if it makes u feel btr

later you become my sist .

LOL. but its my dity as a bro to make u happy

I WAN KIK DETOL!

why wanna hurt yourself just t make me happy for a lil moment ?

at least ur happy? but must happy forever

sweetie ! wann slap slap me ar ! i be ur punchinq baq <:

yar. . .vent ur anger on me .. and Detol~detol,i wan kik

me larhs

gth. nt for you.

tina yeos! be strong menzxc! all of us will support you

thanks. i'm really trying. i'm just afraid i ll breakdown once again.

dunn !!! >:

if i called you guys in th night out of a sudden , & tell you that i need you. what ll be your responds ?

wad happen !?

i will help.

if i can

angie : id .

i will be : what happen ?! wait wait , whr's ur house?! i chionq qo find u tmr morninq !!!! u bear with it !!! :x i will help .

xuanwee : okay ^^ .

angie : ouh , okay. i might just cry like a baby .

NONONONO ! dhen i qo chanqe , so shenqshionq or 7-11 or wad shop 24hours de larhs , dhen i buy tissue

qo ur house cry with u :x

aww. sweet lur you.

anyway , i'm just having serious moodswings.

idk what th hell am i thinking sometimes

ofcourse . or else why call sweetie ?

<: *

yea forgot all your pwoblems and smile

OO

Xuanwee, after i come back, must jio me out fr movies hur!

OKHAY D

^^ .