jua nw went mustafa with sky n family. was quite hyper but slowly got more emo. Coz tired maybe. I tried to get high again but jus can't (

shed two tears in Sky's car too... ;( Coz he told his mom he go swimming pool is to see girl in bikini ( x/3

I know he like to look at girls n I can't change it.. I really wish I could.. i try Nt to let it bother me but when he says it like that I

can't help Feelin sad too. y can't he jus look at me. yet he doesn't like it when I look at guys, even tho I only started looking around coz

he was looking at girls! Argh the irony....

beep.. beep.. jealous alert beep.. beep.. hehe

I don think the problem lies with me being jealous. it isn't fair.