need to finish cleaning the kitchen but instead I've been sitting here listening to SHINee trying to find the will to live, much less get up

it's 2 am and I need to clean and I have to be out of the house at 745 to go hang out with Arabelle and I love her

but she's a famous fashion blogger which means I need to get my shit together and look good

which I normally don't mind but right now I kinda just want to sink into the floor and never come back up.