#174 I hope you find some1 that loves you the way u need 2 be loved someday! I am sure it wasn't a waste of 10yrs there had 2 b good times 2

#195 - That's just infatuation. I don't think that should be identified with love.

#198: there are people who would support you and help you. See the doctor. In US, call 1-800-273-TALK. In UK, phone 08457 90 90 90.

www.befrienders.org. I've been there, and I came back; so can you.

SORRY I meant #189