Oh please. When I was bathing, I was thinking whether I could bathe without a knife somewhere in my body tomorrow

aiyah life still goes on. horribly. but not worth it killing yourself.

I wouldn't be killing myself.

only being a masochist?

Just making myself suffer, cause I know my parents wouldn't scold me, just to make me feel guilty

And unless I get some sort of punishment I would feel very very very guilty

Lol that's what my cousin suggested. Break an arm or something.