it's so uncool.

aww

hmmmm

i didn't really fall "hard". just a smitten kitten here. i've crushed on him since he 1st came in to the restaurant around halloween.

*rolls eyes at self*

you can be if you want. or you can just smack me upside the head.

you've never said anything about him before...

i know. it wasn't a big deal. he was a customer. but then we hung out basically all night last night just talking. his GF was off with

other friends. lol.

*smiles* it's all good.

...what? ...whom?

life is more interesting with crushes even though they are heart-wrenching sometimes

if nothing else, last night reminded me i'm not...what's the saying-a cold fish? lol. reminded me i CAN have a real life. it's been so long.

here's to feeling red-blooded and ALIVE

crushes DO make it more fun but i can do w/o heart-wrenching right now. it's been recently wrenched by someone i've never posted about.