work on cars, hang in his garage and drink, drive around town, all that fun stuff...and then it got dark and he said "Did you miss me?"

And that's when I woke up....I cried for almost ten minutes after that.....

I feel like I'm going to throw up....

wow

He died almost a year ago

He was my closest friend, everyone used to joke that if one of us got in trouble, the other was somehow involved. This past Feb, I got a

call from him before work, he just kept small talking about stuff and I was in a hurry to get ready so I told him I had to go and I'd call

him after work...around 9 that night I got a phone call from his brother. He found Dan in the garage. He hung himself. I found out later

That he got into a huge fight with his ex and stuff and when they checked his cell phone, the only other person he called other than her was

me....I still feel somehow responsible to this day.....the one time I didn't give my closest friend the time of day, and I lost him forever

Yeah. The dream just shook me up a little tho...it felt so real....and I didn't want to wake up....

I have dreams like that about my mom sometimes. One dream had me shook... it ended with my arguing with her and then she said...

"Im proud to have you as my son"

I woke up shook