sometimes the best xmas gift is the gift of yourself.

yeah... but thing is having a gift for someone is always something thats special to me. because i dont get to do it often. and sometimes,

i have moments where i find myself saying Aww wow i would love to give this to [name]. i'd give it to show that it reminded me of them.

that's a beautiful thought adi. well i'm sure soon enough you'll have money to buy those gifts.