It's wiser than losing him forever, and every moment you see him, there's an awkward shot of pain that rises from nowhere.

then it's stupid to be with someone who kills from the inside.

Well the thing is, no one can kill you from the inside. Only yourself.

oh sure, and we happen to do it whenever a certain sbd is around us.

The thing is, contain yourself.

you mean becoime unfeeling. == sorry, but i think i'd like to feel my journey thru life, no matter how much it hurts.

wth hell man,what am I saying?