oranged
says
i think i've out why i hate going to sleep: when i'm among the living, i feel pretty ok. when i wake up, i can't imagine getting back to...
feeling ok again. vicious cycle really. one i must break. will try very hard when i wake up...if i ever go to sleep again...
oranged
says
ok...gonna try...nini...
pandahead
says
hey, it sounds like you're depressed. Makes sense after the loss of a close relationship. The winter season doesn't help for many people
pandahead
says
either. Hang in there, take it day by day - it will get better! 
oranged
says
well i knew that. was on drugs last year finally but stopped them due to financial difficulties.been off them for 8 mos & did fine til now.
pandahead
says
well you will get through this rough patch!