wonder why? need more dose maybe?

i have a lot of things that I wanna says, wanna shares yet

my mind is blank now...

this body of mine's getting weaker day by day...makes me scared

while inside of my mind is getting weirder day by day ...

once again, the battle starts?

so tired that almost want to cry but can't...

everything surround me makes me frustrated ? fandom, real life...

should I throw my fandom away?

music full volume in both of my ears.

wanna be wiser

あなたがいなくなるととても寂しくなります。

actually I wanna say those words

am feel helpless....

actually what I'm looking for...

what's my aim?