*hug*

i'm not going into the how or why or what's going on, but if the medicine

i just started doesn't work, i am going to have to get a very painful cauterization

like, painful enough it is likely they will have to give me narcotics

>_<

arguably i've needed this cauterization for six years, but...

it'll be more painful than my bladder surgery

which had me on round the clock t3 for a week

;-;

*hug*I'll hope for all the best for you, then ;A;

thank you <3

i can't use the computer for a few days if i get it either so

PLEASE NO

lol i should just say what it is and mark it tmi

DDDD=

<3

TMI TMI TMI WARNING LOL

*listens anyway*

i have chronic hemorrhoids and i have a long-standing prescription i need to use sometmes of a

steroid suppository that stops it when it bleeds. anyway right now it's bleeding constantly and bleeding

enough to fill the toilet bowl more than my pee does and this has been going on for five days, so if the steroids don't work,

they're gonna have to cauterize that

;A;

i hate cauterization! the bladder thing i might have to get again eventually too

X_X

if you're brave, look up hunner ulcers

i don't have that but everyone with IC has some form of imitation if they don't have those,

and they go in with a scope in your bladder to see if you hve an IC-appearance and cauterize the little shits

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cy...

>_o

www.drpeterng.com/image/... But with that, NOT what they show on wikipedia.o

Ok, THAT looks painful.

It's like a giant needle.....

*shudder*

You pee blood for a week or two after just from having that thing shoved in there.

Ow

But you're asleep, thank the lord.

But basically every time I see my doctor she's deciding if she wants to do that again.

She said she would have already but since it didn't give me profound relief, she hasn't.

=(

I can say one thing basically to sum up all of IC.

Well, it doesn't sum all of it up but it sums up one symptom XD

In IC, the bladder is misinformed so that if you drink extra amounts of sugar of any amount of caffeine, your bladder reacts by

literally eating itself.

"Haha! No sugar for you! >D"

Yeah.

If i drink soda more than a little I end up having to literally go to the bathroom once an hour.

For days.

So I generally avoid it.

I will drink coffee on tuesdays and just suffer until wedesday.

but that's a necessity.

*hug*

*hugs*

TThat one I accept sympathy on XD

because uh.

well.

MY BLADDER EATS ITSELF

;w;