I don't think a person with this level of stress, anger and emotional strain should be anywhere near the handicapped

it's just setting myself up for bad things to happen

but of course no one ever listens to stupid old James

I sincerely hope I don't blow up at anyone or anything but at this point I really don't know.

I have no problem volunteering there most of the time, but today I'm especially on edge

...whatever.

As far as I'm concerned, I'm babbling like a moron right now. Yeah. Just disregard what I'm saying everybody

James is just being his stupid self with his stupid problems and stupid feelings

good thing you all get a break from this for at least 3 hours. yaaaaaaaay.

Nooooooo, don't say that...