I don't give a fuck what you think. And so what if it;s the wrong one, at least I chose it for myself.

You have no idea how much what you have set last means to me. You have no idea what it does for me either. This is so fucking stupid.

I don;t even know why you're doing this, I know it;s not cause you care.

And you have no idea how fucking far gone I am once that date comes. I'm out of here. Will it matter to you? Probably not. Will I care

? Not at all. I'll be so fucking happy to be able to get on with my life. To be able to move on. Leave the past behind me. Leave everything

. I can't go on with this feeling of being stuck anymore. Not that I'd want you to, but you don't take an interest in anything I do so why

are you doing this? Why are you trying to get involved in this? It doesn't invilve you. Has nothing to do with you.

Stay the fuck out of this. Stay the fuck out of my life. Stay the fuck away from my choices. Don't you dare fucking try to set my priorities

for me. You have no idea how close to fucking snapping I am. You have no idea what I;, going through and what things mean to me. You havent

the slightest idea. Don't fucking pretend to be conncerned when we all know that I don't mean shit to you and you disgust me.

You don't know that one thing in my day is whats keeping me from breaking down every night. You want to put down last. The thing that will

help me get where the fuck i want to be, you think nothing of it. I'm already fucking on my own, why throw yourself into this. Everything

I've let out, you've degraded to nothing. Guess what, you've lost your fucking chance, you never had one. "The only one in control of you is

you." That's right, I'm sticking to it. Fuck off. You don't know me. You don't know the first thing about me. You don't know that I hate it

here, you flaunt yourself about, fucking think so highly of yourself. You're so much greater than I. Well listen to this, you're fucking

not. Look where you are. You're fucking pathetic. Look where I'm going. Don't try to stop me. You think doing this is going to change

anything? You know what, you're right, it will change something, it will make me fucking resent you even more if thats even possible, it

make me throw everything away. Everything I'm fucking trying so hard to have. I don't have the strength to do this anymore. I can't keep

fighting. So yes, I will throw it all away if you continue, and that'll leave me worse off, I don't even know what I'll do if things stay

the same. I cant possibly even begin to imagine what it'll be if it gets even worse. I can't fucking live like this any longer. I've been

counting down for years. You think I'm sticing around. I've got news for you, you won;t hear another word from me once I leave. I'm through.

Parental issuses? :/

among other things.

Hang in there Sam u

Got this dont ever let douche bag whi dont care to see things from your side stand in the way of your dreams.

I believ i you Sam, so kick some ass stay true to you & prove anyone who doubted you wrong

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thank you.

Anytime Sam