dear farghani
anywhere
ifay, do you know why i always invite you to company me shopping, wathcing movie, eat together and another act?

there are some reason maybe,
first, because you are my special person, i wanna make aspecial moment in my last time here with u

because i need you here and together we make my day wonderful, but i heard u have a girlfriend
disappointed

so what do you take me for?
i wasnt born yesterday, i understad all
i really like u but u play my heart like u play a game

i feel so blue

and i just ran out f band-aids, i dont even know where t start, because u cant bandage the damage, u never really can fix my heart

u make me fly but in the time u make me fall from 7th sky

u make my life like in the garden of roses and after that you drag me to funeral and u leave me alone

u make my life like in the heaven and then you drag me to random place where no one could hear me

u make my heart sing a little love song then u make my heart dumb

u make my eyes see the sweetest carnival with the colored light then u make me blind and cant see anything about happiness

and if im with u i feel like i walk with my guardian angel, but in the time my guardian angel go away and i cry with my loneliness

thanks brada you are the best person-i respect you, respect for all your helps and attention to me

now i just can hold and hug your shadow
but i never have an opinion that this is your fault

i know yu never aware that you hurt my heart
because god,save my heart covered and no one can see it except alloh and the angels

it doesnt metter brada
and i need much bravery to write this letter

maybe you never read this latter, but with this, i can say everything in my heart

goodbye my special person, you always in my deep heat and if theres someone touch my heart maybe i accept him, but u always on your position

and no one can change u

your admire

syihan
bandung june 2012

I was so desperate, like really desperate. -.- god...... Teenager

Why was i so honest?????

Just so embarrassing and desperate and pathetic