sometimes I wish that dream come true, sometimes I think I got that dream as the exchange of impossibility.

this dream can't be expected that much.

If I can not erase him from my mind, maybe I should learn something from this. From another perspective, and it's not about hope.

maybe it's about other ways to love.

..

it possible to reduce without avoiding?

is narasi ??

avoiding.. not good option >> tried, but failed ==a

maybe it's called denial.

perhaps, this is just a phase that I have to go through.

hmm..