連朋友都做不了~~

(筆記筆記)

wow..... what happened?

i can no longer accept anti-reasons

she denied our relationship when she admitted it before

and now i revenged by telling her that i denied our friendship

coz she did something that i considered extremely unfriendly

what did she do?

did she regret getting with you or what?

she was playing hard to get

im tired

she made me spend almost $100 USD on her for no reason when she told me... WE ARE JUST FRIEND

fuck that shit

filthy whore

i rather pay for a real hooker

haha... too bad.....

oh......seriously? somehow I think you two would still have chance if both of you put down some pride....but yeah it's not easy.....

hmmm i did put down all my pride

meh..... pride is over rated..... once you get over it, you'll laugh at it.

yep i agree with mikkke

she has soooo much girl pride i can't even imagine

sigh i don't want to talk about her

oh well I don't know exactly what happened so yeah it's hard to say I guess.

what a filthy whore

XD cuz more things happened that i haven't filled you in yet lol

Luis, don't hate

i hate her so much she blames every problem to me

but I don't like girls who play hard to get anyway....so fake....

the thing is~ she started out ALL the problems and i could clearly address it

I'm in the same shoes......XD

i ended our friendship by telling her i am only the one responding

ekimc: but you're still hanging there......lol

and i did make moves according to her will

but she was playing hard to get~~ oh well

details plz lol

yeah details~~ (敲碗)

moreover, she probably isn't playing hard to get~ she wants to do impossible to get and take advantage off me

so it's worst

so basically~ she only finds me when she has troubles

she never gives a shit about me

i had a little hope for her in SD

but not anymore

she liked me and she admitted im her bf but she said im pushing her when she was the one who pushed me first

basically~ she pushed me to push her coz she's being a girl about it

then she said im telling everyone that she's my gf~ the fact is

she shouldn't know

and she said im giving everyone the wrong impression about me being her bf when she admitted our relationship

that's contradiction

she even said she enjoyed me kicking random guys away from her

pshh

all excuse

she was in denial

she was just playing hard to get

or even impossible to get

but kept finding excuse to justify that she's NOT

did you have a serious talk with her yet about this? did you tell her that if she still plays hard to get, you're gonna give up?

eh, but maybe this is not the right thing for you to ask....

i did

well i only did today

coz i wanted to end our friendship

seriously

what's her answer?

she thought i was just not feeling good

and she ignored me

and i told her

no

stfu

im serious this time~ and this is the right timing~

did u ask her face to face? or txt/IM ?

what if i don't tell you the same thing tomo

she can't talk and i can't talk

so we txt

we are both at home

and we didn't have time to talk earlier the day coz she needed to go home

lol..... try face to face... usually better communication

the thing is

i am the one who wants to break the friendship

she's still in china?

no

hk

ha.......

so even if she turns around and admits that it's her fault and apologize, you wouldn't accept it?

she won't

she has so much pride

most fobs think being defensive is completely fine

i only go defensive when i really feel the need~ i don't defend myself just because somebody attack me

this is too soon for you, but you need to learn how to talk w/o pointing fingers. Cuz ppl WILL be defensive when you point

you can't control other ppl's reaction, and can't expect her to react the way you wish to be, but you can control how you say things

but meh, not like it's gonna help you guys anyways

attacking someone is the last step to do i know~

i regretted i didn't point fingers earlier actually

when i was being patient, she is like ahhhh it's fine~ he's still talking to me~ he's not mad yet

she absorbs nothing i said...

whenever i wanted to have a talk... she avoided it

as i told you~ she was in denial of everything she said