gifts for my monita for our christmas party in our dorm this 15! what the!

and unf toka food for us tomorrow...

something amazing for my monito in cvu, and exchange gift for the grand christmas party.. toka food for the christmas party in cvu this 16

bukas lahat dapat ma accomplish ung gifts coz it's my off tomorrow.. punta pa ako ng divi to accomplish it and look for costumes for -

our el hilwa dance arabian theme for the christmas party of our department this 20...

added toxic ung increasing number of census in cvu.. plus ung big day this saturday-major operation to be done in cv-or.. -

-can the cv-or staff plus join force of st.lukes, pgh and perps doctors/surgeries handle that kind of major operation.. are we ready too?

on 17 too.. ms icu need to pull out cv icu staff.. argh! despite of the increasing number of census in cvu! shoooot!

and ndi pa complete ung gifts ko for my loved ones and friends... bukas lahat un dpat matapos na! squeeze my time!

looking forward for 22,23,24 for my 3 days.. and dec 31 and Jan 1 for my 2 days request off.. I want to be home and be w/ my family na..

off off off... i'm not feeling well pa allergies and clogged nose... why why why...

busy day.. and I find it soo not fulfilling because of something.. something big is missing.. something that I know I lost along the way..

this is not my worth.. and definitely im sooo much more than this.. or than any hurts and pains that I felt..

it feels like I'm being robbed everyday..

chasing pavements...

and there's no one to blame.. but me.. hahaha shooot! how long am I gonna wait? what am I looking at?

do I really need to dig in and let it go through.. or use my freewill to stop and and reverse.. hahaha stupid question!