Selby was wonderful.

My family was wonderful.

Christmas was wonderful.

I have such a careing and sweet set of parents.

I could never ask for a kinder family.

And then there is my sister.

I have thought about this quiet a lot and my feelings on her are;

She has never learned to back down.

She has never learned to stop a fight with either dignity or grace for both parties involved.

She has never learned that she is wrong and her own experiences do not devalue others.

I think that more than anything, I hate that my parents have rolled over and let her dominate them.

The have been so many times when I have watched her single-minded self destructiveness push everyone away from her

and then demand emotion support from those same people.

I have said so many times that I will never have anything to do with her, but then I go back and try the civility and try the careing act

Until I am betrayed again by her waspish and self centered cruelty.

Actually, yes, cruelty comes easily to her.

My whole family are my twats so I totally sympathise