would be but he hoped she wasn't expecting anything extravagant. It was her own damn fault there was Christmas, her birthday and -

Valentine's day so close together.

just wants him to be around. She didn't pick those dates, they just happened to be that way. :/

had already planned a surprise for her.

to know what it is! >w<

knows that isn't how surprises work, dammit!

impatient though, and excited.

knows she won't have to wait all that long.

already imagining her surprise to be Lovino wearing nothing but a bow, all laid out for her.

...wasn't planning on anything like that.

...wonders if that could possibly be added in? 8D

...thinks he could arrange it after the surprise....

so fucking lucky to have him as a boyfriend.

doesn't see how that made her lucky.

getting nosebleeds just thinking of what she'd do to him.

...hopes it's all not too scary..

...will keep some of it to herself. But in her fantasies, he likes it.

would probably like it too after he got over the scariness...

doubts he would like all of it...unless he was a masochist.

....is now worrying about what she was thinking.

won't act on them! She knows he isn't ready for that.

isn't at all!

knows that! She'll just carry out the fantasies that he'll like.

wouldn't say no to that...

should hope not. He'd have to be crazy to not want her to sex him up.

might have been looking forward to whatever her next idea in bed would be.

so happy she's tainted him ;w;

..was now maybe a little scared again. He didn't want to be tainted, dammit. ;A;

meant she made him a little more perverted if he's looking forward to her kinky sex in favour of being...vanilla.

supposes that was okay then...

to know what he's into? Sexually, anyways. If he has any kinks of his own?

didn't really know much about kink outside of what she had shown him...

can definitely show him lots of things in that case.

...might be equally scared and excited about that prospect.

that's a good sign. It'll be loads of fun.

hoped it would be.

questions if sex with her has ever been bad before?

knows it had never been bad...

doesn't think he has anything to worry about then.

would try not to worry then.

glad.

trusted her not to hurt him.

happy she has that trust. She would never hurt him intentionally.

knows that now and hopes she knows he wouldn't hurt her either.

doesn't think he could if he tried...physically anyways. She trusts he won't break the faith she has in him.

...would feel a little insulted at that.

isn't saying it out loud, now is she?

would if she ever did...

would never say it out loud.

would be glad for that...

knows he has his pride like she has hers.

knows he wasn't that masculine...

adores him just as he is.

would be happy to know that...

should tell him more often.

might just get a bigger ego then....

doubts it can ever be bigger than her own.

supposes that's true.

knows it is.

keeps practicing his song for the next day.

leaves him to practise for her gift.