Just how fucking SICK

Are you?

God damn it. I know she may be annoying and go off the deep end

but Jesus FUCK How do you expect her to get better

and not do those things

if you insist on throwing this in her face?

I do not want to live on this planet anymore.

i'm serious. . .this is just. .no.

As a rape victim, I am really... at a loss for words.

Yeah. . .And I'm sorry if those offended you or triggered you off.

They offend me, but-- I think it's more the fact that they EXIST on the web.

I should probably delete this plurk. I'm sorry but this--this really upset me.

I've never had this happen. .likerape. But, holy mother of God that isit. . no.

You don't have to? I'm upset to. It takes a LONG time to get over something like that and this is...

Disturbing material to ANYONE.

Well, when I get home from getting my aunt, would--you want to talk to my friend who had these links sent to her?

I could, yes.

If you think it would be helpful and she is really shaken up.

She's telling me about the "calm before the storm."

She's really bad with triggersany sort of sexual reference and she's ready to grab a knife. .sothis. .she's in shock right now.

I REALLY WISH THAT PLURK DIDN'T DO THAT

Triggers aren't something that go away, I'm afraid.

Oh, she wants to know if you would rather speak to her alone first--just so you have some sort of understanding of the situation

Or to get comfortable with her, instead of just going straight into a group call

It's up to her, in all honesty.

I'm more concerned with her comfort levels.

She said she's okay with anything right now.

ALSO WHERE ARE WE DOING THIS?

SKYPE

I do not have my... headset!! ;__;

MSN okay?

It's a better idea. I am on a bad lappy top.

;-; well. . .we could try. it's better than nothin' right?

Yeah.

Just lemme know when.

Well, on our skype call while I was getting my aunt she freaked the hell out and

of course skype fucks up right in the middle

i'm trying to find out if she's okay now