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What happened?

just. . .i don't even know. I was on the phone with my boyfriend who. .well--we hadn't talked much today

and we hadn't talked much the day before so I guess--all my worrying

and all that and the fact that he wasn't talking much on the phone 'cause he was so tired. .

and then he told me he was gonna go sleep and --i just. .felt tears bubbling up and he could hear it too

he asked me why i was crying, i told him i wasn't--and that i was okay. i had managed to calm myself down

and as soon as he hung up i started crying

Why did you start to cry? Sad that he was going to hang up?

. . .I'm terrified. . .that because we suddenly went from talking all the time to hardly any at all

that I'm bugging him. . .

and it /really/ terrifies me that it happened after we got together. .

Hm. If you feel like your bugging him try not to so much if so? Or ask if something is wrong.

i've been trying not to. .

and i need to talk to him when he's more awake

'cause i tried while he was on the phone a bit ago and he sounded exhausted

He could just be exhausted, yeah. -Headpat.- You love the guy, it can't be helped.

I was texting my friend through it. . .and she was telling me she was gonna text him

and that's the last thing i want. . .is for him to know i freaked out

because i don't want my insecurities to scare him off--i don't wanna annoy him. . .

I-I only just got him back, I don't wanna lose him already

It's ok, Flan. Deep breaths.

Don't let this get to your head. We're here for you.

. .I-I think I already did. .that's why I freaked out.

-Hug, headpat.-

;hug